Update

Okay so I've been slacking on my blog posting. Not many people read it anyways so I thinking im not disappointing too many people. ;)
Oh boy so lately God has been putting me thru some trials. I've had a few "little" disagreements in the past few days.. One on the volleyball court, one off but somehow related to volleyball. But anyways I think he is trying to teach me to control my temper.. We will see how this goes. ;) haha. I thank God for helping me halfway control it so far... And for understanding friends. :)
So if yer reading this and believe in God would you mind asking him to provide the money for LU asap? Haha thanks.. I'm too impatient.. Maybe he's trying to teach me patience too. Haha.

Well there was yer vague update.. I hope to post something more interesting soon but atm my brain is still fried from the tournament this past weekend.
-K
1 Peter 2

Tiredddddd..

Woah, I haven't posted in a while. But I promise, I've got an excuse. I've been crazy busy. Like today I was only home for like 2 hrs maybe... I'm exhausted. I don't like being so busy.. =/ oh well.. 2.5 months and I'll have nothing to do for like 2 'months.. I can't wait!! Hehe..
Okay soo I'm laying in bed trying to write this and I'm thinking that a for real blog post may have to wait for a time when I'm not about to fall asleep.. Like maybe tomorrow.. Haha night!
-K

P.S. Happy st Patricks day!

Beautiful

Beautiful by Mercy Me
"Days will come when you don't have the strength
When all you hear is you're not worth anything
Wondering if you ever could be loved
And if they truly saw your heart, they'd see too much

You're beautiful
You're beautiful
You are made for so much more than all of this
You're beautiful
You're beautiful
You are treasured, you are sacred
You are His
You're beautiful

Praying that you have the heart to fight
'Cause you are more than what is hurting you tonight
For all the lies you've held inside so long
They are nothing in the shadow of the cross

You're beautiful
You're beautiful
You are made for so much more than all of this
You're beautiful
You're beautiful
You are treasured, you are sacred
You are His
You're beautiful

Before you ever took a breath
Long before the world began
Of all the wonders He possessed
There was one more precious
Of all the earth and skies above
You're the one He madly loves
Enough to die

You're beautiful
You're beautiful
In His eyes
You're beautiful
You were meant for so much more than all of this
You're beautiful
You are treasured you are sacred you are his
You're beautiful
You are meant for so much more than all of this
You're beautiful
You are treasured you are sacred you are his"

This song played while I was driving home from classes today. It really helped cuz I was really struggling with some stuff today and I can relate to it. It is so encouraging to know that I am God's child and that in his eyes I am beautiful and treasured. I'm so grateful that he saved me and that he is my Daddy.
Matthew 6:25-34

-K

Haitus

Okay so today I decided that I was going to take a haitus from Facebook... Yes, a break from Facebook. Its hard to imagine but its true. I have been spending far too much time on it so yeah... Break time. ;) Its only been 5 minutes and its already hurting.. A good exapmle for why I AM taking a break. Also it seems to have the ability to change my mood from good to bad too easily by reading certain posts or looking at posts and it shouldnt do that... At least I dont think it should. So I'm thinking that if I am lucky this should last at least a week.. Guess I'll find out. ;)

Okay so I was looking at financial stuff for liberty and if I don't enough loans it looks like I may not even go to the local university.I may have to go to the local community college. But still, I'm praying for loans and trusting that if it is God's will, he will provide.

-K

“I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go;
I will guide you with My eye.” Psalm 32:8

Update: after not even 24 hrs I gave into the "temptation" and I am back on Facebook. ;)

Forgetfulness

Today, March 8,2011 is a monumental day. It will be forever etched in my memory. Today, is the day that I got my first...... Subscriber! Whoo hoooooo!




Anywaysss.. So I had an absolutely brilliant topic to write about today. I was so excited about it and thought there was no way I could ever forget this topic... Until I did. It is very depressing, like when your cell phone dies in the middle of a conversation and you don't have a charger. Its like when you are getting ready to go somewhere with some friends and can't find the shirt you wanna wear. Like when you go to make chocolate chip pancakes and you open the pantry and only to see that you are out of chocolate chips! Kinda like when you are on Facebook chatting your best friend and chat crashes for what you know will not be the last time. That moment is sad, crushing, devastating, depressing and many more synonyms that I don't feel like typing.... It's hard to even think about it! Haha jay Kay..Anyways, all that to say, I don't remember what I was going to blog about today. ;) goodnight all.
-K

American Idol

Okay so I've been keeping up with American Idol this season. It's been actually pretty interesting and after watching tonights show I have picked my top five guys.
Robbie- his voice is just so smooth. It's amazing.
Scotty- dang this kids voice is so low and he has excellent control of it. I'm not really a country fan but still. He's pretty amazing!
Paul- in one word, Unique.
Jacob- oh my gosh. His voice is so clear and pure.
Casey- my #1 favorite. He is absolutely fantastic. I love his voice, his expressions and how he is almost acting while he sings. I could listen to and watch him perform all day long.. Okay I'm done. ;)

-K