Madness. I love it.

Less than 36 hours until my best friend in the whole wide world is here.
Less than 96 hours until I am a high school graduate.
Less than 3 months until I start college.

All this change is crazy..
My crazy senior year ended yesterday.. Coaching and playing club volleyball finished this weekend. Classes finished on thursday.. And all I have to say is I don't wanna grow up!

I feel as if I'm entering the unknown.. I'll be making my own decisions and getting a real job. My first decision of (almost) official adulthood is that boys=friends nothing more. Haha this past weekend helped me to decide that.. I'm going to try to keep it that way for a while.. We will see how that works out. ;) haha anywaysss.. I'm telling you about boring life things again. Oh well, Eon asked for it. Lol. I'll get into Jordan's topic suggestion soon enough.. It's been too long a weekend and I haven't gotten enough sleep to go into detail of why I like photography tonight.. In fact, if this post is confusing at all I will blame it on extreme exhaustion. ;)
Nighty night!
-K

Btw, check out either my flickr or my photography page. New pics! :)

You know who you are.

Heyo guysss, so this past weekend I have been at a tournament in Richmond, VA. I'm writing this on the Saturday but I doubt it will be posted until I get home on monday because of a lack of wifi in the hotel rooms..

So I'm here with my volleyball team.. No family, no close friends and it's kinda weird.. I'm feeling out of my element. Today was funnish even tho we lost both games of the day.. We got to watch alot of guys volleyball. :) but yeah, soooo these gals can be kinda crazy at times depending on the time of day and who I'm with.. Idk it's just strange. I'm used to being with my family or my friends all the time.. Not used to being with a bunch of (sometimes) crazy girls with boyfriend problems, or being hit on my Vball guys or just being here by myself(kinda) making alot of my own decisions..

I was looking through my pictures on my iPod and was realizing how much I really miss my best friends.. Of course I miss my family too but for some reason I really miss my besties tonight! Even if I was back in NoVa I wouldn't see the friend that lives near me anyways cuz he is in Florida. I cannot wait until Ashlay comes to visit.. Around Joely and her I am so comfortable and am able to be myself and am not half mute. Haha
So yeah, if the besties (you know who you are) are reading this, miss you, love you, can't wait to see ya again.

Night y'all
-K

Your turn to pick.

So guys, since the thirty day challenge ended I am lacking topics to talk about.. Well actually I could tell you several things about my life right now buuuut most of them would probably bore you. So anyways I would like you to post a question or a topic that you would like me to answer or blog about in the comments. If it suits my fancy I'll write about it, or if it was a question I will try to give you a very lengthy answer. Feel free to post more than one if you so desire. I actually really enjoyed posting pictures regularly. So if you wanna give me a photo challenge you can do that also.. :)

-K

:P

sooo.. I was locked out of my house today


This is me.. Being locked out.. Hah it was loads of fun. Haha.. Jk. I used this time to check my Facebook and twitter and to take a picture of myself being locked out. :P anyways.. I should probably get to my precalc homework. :/ tomorrow is my last class!! :D oh and guess what?!? Ashlay and the hogans come and I graduate in less than two weeks!! :D

Okay, so I can't remember wether I told you where I decided on for college or not.. If I have, just skip this part.. I'm going to George mason university. :) whoo hoooo.

-K

~Day 30

(I thought I posted this last night but apparently I didn't ... Soo here it is.)

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss




Billy, Tachi, Ash and Eon! Yes I miss you guys! I can't wait to see you at graduation. :)

The challenge is over! Yayyy! :)

What I did today:dress and shoes shopping for graduation. :)
One thing I learned: that I need to make up my mind faster. Haha..
Quote of the day: -

-K

~Day 29

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile



I love this girl. :) Not entirely sure what was happening during this picture.. But this was def a legit Ash n' Kris moment.. Pop had his cam so he snapped a pic. I absolutely cannot wait until she comes.. Oh and be prepared for another pic of her again tomorrow. ;)

What I did today:Classes and lots of studying.
One thing I learned: Don't talk to strangers.. Haha.. Jk. Lol
Quote of the day: No, it was too unreal. -Joel (He knows me too well to fall for my tricks. Hah)

-K

For a friend

Wrote this for/because of a friend.

There are things I don't wanna think about, things I don't wanna say.
But you ask me the hard questions..
Yes, you make me think them anyway.

There are times when I just wanna say goodbye
But you will not let me leave.
No, for some reason you just wont let me hide.

I get frustrated cuz I'm not like everyone else
But you are okay with who I am.
You continually remind me to just be myself.

Somehow you understand me
But I am not sure why
You've taken the time to know me..
And still I'm not sure why.

-May 18

-K

Might be offline for a bit. Last week of school is coming up! I'll catch up after that.

~Days 26-28

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of

Day 26




No, it is not some sort of evil doll. I have gotten that question so many times. Haha.. When I was on a missions trip to panama I made some friends with a few guys down there.. One of them made things out of wire. He made this and made a necklace out of it and wore it quite often. On the last day before we left he gave me a hug and took this off and gave it to me. I used to wear it all the time until the strap broke.

Day 27


:)

Day 28



Yes, I am still afraid of the dark.. Haha..

Okay so I'm gonna catch you up to what's been goin on the past few days. On Monday I was just busy studying. Tuesday I had chemistry, and mire studying and speech night! Oh we had to look nice and get all dressed up so I figured I'd put a picture up since I don't dress up like this too often.




Speech night was okay. I was nervous as heck but from what everyone said I still did well! :)

Today was spent in classes and studying. But a brief checking o Facebook brightened my day.



And this why he is my best friend.. Haha.. He is so unique.. Somehow he managed to combine several of our insiders into a little story. I love it! Haha..

What I did today: already told ya!
One thing I learned: procrastination is not a good idea for any science..
Quote of the day: That would be terrible.. I wouldn't be able to get home! -Rachel

Well yer all caught up. Back to studying for me! Night y'all!

-K

~Day 25

Day 25 - A picture of your day




Volleyball tourney! Don't even ask how it went.. It was not good. ;)


What I did today: volleyball tournament
One thing I learned: It is a good thing my team isn't a basketball team.
Quote of the day: How's the chicken? -Synthia

-K

~Days 21-24

Well hello again!

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change

So I've decided to skip days 21, 22 and 24.
21 - why would I post a picture of something I wanna forget?
22- too many things to list
24- I wouldn't change anything because God has things the way they are for a reason.

Day 23


How could I possibly pick? Hahah..

Okay I'm thinking about doing a new thing to help me talk about more than pictures every day..
What I did today: Lots and lots of chemistry, got distracted by skype with Max and tonight was senior night at my youth group! :)
One thing I learned: Max can play some pretty amazing songs on the piano.
Quote of the day: "You are independent, in the best way possible."

Senior night inspired me to write this earlier..

Untitled

The future is uncertain
And I'm just a bit scared.
But i know God is gonna use me,
Because my life he has spared.

I don't have it all figured out
Though I feel I do at times.
Even if my plans all go up in flames
God will show me his in time.
Yep, Gods gonna show me his in time.

I can't see the whole picture
I can only see a small part.
But there is someone who can see it all
Because my life is his art.

I don't know what to expect.
I don't know whats coming next.
But I know with God by my side
I have no reason to hide
Cuz He's got it all in control
Yeah, God has it all in control.


Night y'all.

-K

~Day 20

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel

I have many places I would love to go but I suppose for now I will only show you two



Italy!!! Rome especially.. Although I would have to have some sort of a translator because I don't speak Italian! Hah..




Ireland, I have always been fascinated with it.. I think it started around the time when I read a Mandie book where she was visiting there..
Most of all I think I love the accent. I wouldn't mind being around it for a while. ;) maybe I'll just have to marry an Irish guy so i can hear it all the time! Bahahah.. Just kidding guys. ;)

-K

~Day 19

Day 19 - A picture and a letter

So I'm not sure if this meant I had to take a picture and write a letter about it or if it had to be a picture of a letter.. So being the semi-lazy person that I am, I have decided to do the latter.



Betchya can't guess what this stands for. ;)

-Kristan

~Day 18

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity

The way I think of the word insecurity was something that makes you embarrassed or it's something you don't want people to see.

The dictionary app "WordWeb" defines insecurity as:
The anxiety you experience when you feel vulnerable and insecure

That really makes more sense to me so that's how I'm gonna use the word. :)




There are two things that make me feel insecure. The first is public speaking. It absolutely terrifies me.




This is the second and I'm not exactly sure what to call it. I guess it is being left out. I'm halfway used to it because of moving every few years. It's hardish cuz when I move somewhere new everyone there already knows everyone else and I'm the stranger. I'm the new girl. I'm the outsider.

Okay anyways.. Enough about all that crap. ;) I don't like telling about that kinda stuff cuz it's always a downer and I try to keep my attitude up. :)

26 days till Ash comes to visit!! :D

-K

~Day 17

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently




College and end of high school decisions.. Realizing that im getting closer to the end of high school has made me work harder on my schoolwork and I've brought my grades up a bit. I'd say that's a pretty big impact.. For me it is at least cuz my grades normally stay around the same. Anyways...

Another big thing is.......



I got a new (to me) car! :) Since I'm not having to borrow my parents cars all the time I am able to come and go pretty much whenever I need to now. :D
Omgggg! In exactly 28 days I will be a high school grad! :D

-K

~Day 16

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you




Amy Carmichael- check out her story. One thing that stuck out to me was there was something about her appearance that she didn't like (her eyes) and God had a reason for her eye color. she was able to do a certain kind of missions work in India because her eyes were brown instead of the color she wanted.. anyways.. I don't feel like going over the whole story so look her up. :)

Oh!! Today my blog passed 1000 hits since I started in Feb. Thanks so much for reading guys! :)

-K

~Day 15

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die




Not exactly sure what this is called (skydiving?) but I wanna do it. Yes, I know I am pretty much terrified of jumping off of or out of things that are high(trees, roping course, planes ect) but i think after I jumped I would be okay. Haha.. This would be soooo cool. :) def gonna do this someday. :)

-K

~Day 14

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without







They're crazy(and so am I, I suppose.) but still I love them. ;)

-K

~Day 13

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist



Eisley- very unique and at the moment they are my favorite band. :) <3 them! :)

-K

~Days 10 11 & 12

Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most messed up things with



Sarah.. Yeah all I need to say is railroad tracks and backwards on the stairs. :)



Joely 2 words. Rock fights.



ohh Ashlay..too much to list so I won't... Haha.. Love ya gal.

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate


pre-calculus. Eww..

Day 12 - A picture of something you love


:D

Okay.. All caught up. :)

-K

So far behind..

Okay so I know I'm behind on my picture challenge. But right now I'm exhausted and don't feel like doing anything but eating Easter candy while watching without a trace.. Haha
Anyways.. I will try to catch up tomorrow with days 10, 11, and 12.
Night y'all.
-K